the past week has been aright. work load's gradually increasing. but still manageable. had b'div rolloffs on monday and agn yesterday, plus trng from 7 to 9. packed packed packed schedule! but oh wells, i guess quality is so much better then quantity!

i'm enjoying life so much more now, compared to before. not refering to me getting more slack. but it just feels so awesome out here. I think my bowling has improved by abit. though it isn't a huge diff, to me it's still a good start.

oh, and i think this convo (via text msg) is oh-so 'awesome'!

it all started w the blog post dated saturday, 16th January 2010 (http://ohsweetkisses.blogspot.com)

Me to Ilma(24th Jan 2010, 09.36 pm): let me ask you this, why cant you confont me straight? you can vent your anger caused by me, on me. send me a text instead of putting some dash in some blog. it's me you're refering to and destroying my reputation. not saying that mine was very good (to begin with), but you made it worse. maybe that was the whole point, but still put yourself in my shoes and think twice. so what if your bowling is superb? if you're arrogant what's the point? so what if you bowled for ayg? does that make you some big shot? what is your problem? why cant i leave the school in peace? you alrd said in the post that my presence didn't make a difference. since i've left and i'm happy where i am, why do you have to come insult me? (for like no reason). not as if i got affected (emotionally) by this kinda stuff you enjoy creating. thanks for calling me a bitch. oh yeah, stop contradicting yourself. you said that if i didn't like you then dont bother gng to your blog right? but in your post, you said it's better if i read whtever junk you typed. (Let me get this straight,) no one knows why i left, only my parents and i. and since you dont know, you can jolly well shut that trap of yours. it's not because i cannot take the supposedly high standards of th school. there are so many other reasons. oh pls, grow up. i dont need someone like you as a friend. i've got friends out there, friends who are more worth my time. much more, friends who accept me for who i am and not expect me to be someone i can never be. goodnight, go do some soul searching. it'll do you good, loads of good.

Ilma to Me(24th Jan 2010, 09.45 pm):yeah i'm arrogant and childish so no point telling me all these case yeah, i can't comprehend due to the lack of brain cells. yeap i'm so damn proud cause i went ayg thats why i'm telling everyone abt it and how i won a medal right. soul searching? sure, i'll do it. too bad you yourself don't possess one yourself. yeah, goodnight and have a nice week, oh mature and grand one(:

Me to Ilma(24th Jan 2010, 11.26 pm): too bad i dont posses what? a soul? well, you're wrong there then. i do posses a soul, as well as a mind that knows it's limits ans can tell right from wrong. oh, you'll do soul searching? thought you were of such 'high' class that soul searching was never known to you? and no, it's not cause you lack any brain cells and cant comprehend, it's just that the pride in you is overwhelming, overwhelming to the extent that you cant comprehend with what anyone says. you take things for granted, we were once so closeand you'd ask for rides here and there. look at you now? ungrateful thing. (after all this time, i've come to realise that it doesn't pay to be nice to certain people like you.) yeah, i'll be having an awesome week, one that isn't grand. but at least more mature then yours. i'm not gna at some void deck wastimg my time away talking to some boyfriend, who was once a polite and civilised guy, but now some vulgar thing just to protect the dignity and excellent reputation of me, especailly when there's o lvl's to study for. oh and sorry for the late reply. i was busy with more important stuff.

Ilma to Me(24th Jan 2010, 11.30 pm): yeap, okay everything's my fault. up to you whatever you wna think of me. your defination of proud and my defination is worlds apart. yeap i'm very proud to you, but i have ntg to be proud of ao what's there for me to? yeah i have o levels so what? you've left so okay lah, it's your decision. who're you to judge ppl. oh cause you made it to tk? okay, thats great for you. its not only me who thinks so.

Me to Ilma(24th Jan 2010, 11.39 pm): wow. you tell me that i've left and im judging people? look at yourself in the mirror first? who was the one who started judging me first? i'm not pushing the blame to you. i never said it was your fault. but you really were the one who started all this. wow, you're so humble. this isn't the Ilma in the previous text. yeah, it's my decision. you started this childish game and now what, you say that i am the proud one cause i left for tk. so what if i made it to tk? i worked hard for it, so i get rewarded. it wasn't easy yknow. (and i feel that i deserved this, like Mrs Deborah Tan says, you reap what you sow.) oh and my defination of proud and that of the world's the same. it's yours that's different. and i didn't say that i was in any position to judge you. you're always the one who is in the class above all. but i'm merely exercising the freedom of speech. if you have the rights to condemn me, why cant i? so what if you're a class above others?

and i didn't get a reply after that, dont need a reply, ntg to debate about alrd!